Eyes are heavy mind is getting weak it’s 5am and I should probably sleep.
So many thoughts it’s hard to express thinking about it just causes me stress.
Lying in bed looking at the ceiling I’ve tried closing my eyes, I just can’t
shake this feeling.
Anxiety attacks when you least expect it.
Mind turns back on full throttle, If alcohol would help I’d drank a whole bottle.
Lump in my throat trying to swallow
eyes start burning tears are sliding
down my face.
My heart is yearning and I can’t figure out why I’m so in love with someone that doesn’t have time.
Searching my mind looking for a reason, no answer can be fount
I’ve been let down so many times I’ve lost count. I’m not to blind to see I’m just so in love with you I refuse to believe. That its not me you are thinking about.
You tell me that you love me. But you don’t show any action to prove you do.
But no matter what happens my soul will always be in love with you.
