My words won’t, they won’t bring tone or voice out. I’m afraid of expressing my thoughts, I’m afraid of being shut out once again . Makes not different, still locked out; shot out for what purpose? I guess since I am always told this , I am dumb, I am worthless , I am not enough, I won’t even be cared for. I’m
Not allowed to feel or react I don’t know how to life anymore I’m staggering through my thoughts.
I guess I survived suicide. . . Don’t know how again . . I just wanted to live, love and be free
