There was a Circus near my home, filled with swings and see saws, with vendors selling emotions and sentiments in small brown packets as whatever is inside is delicate.
Children enjoyed sprinkling pinches of pride on anice popsicle,
dipped in thechocolate fountain of contentment
Happiness was to them, what wheat flour is to us*
During the festival of lights,November and december
The fairy lights in Circussparkled brighter than
the stars resting in the sky.
Each bulb in the fairy light was stolen from the hands of
some fellow co-trader who wasn't literate enough
to spell communism.
Circus having billboardswith jealousy and anger
written on them,scored good enough pennies.
That's the thing about people with love in their
hearts, they keep planting the seeds of their unrequited
love in your backyard hoping one day.
And then the day comes, when this circus gone to another area where they sparkle their charm and new children and peoples from other city will enjoy such things and adventures in their timeperiod.
Just like this our lives are like a roller coaster sways us in all directions especially for me ofcourse.
As its very difficult for me, as i enjoyed parties and weddings after a long time, and hopes that everything will be fine again like the old times when i was used to.
But the prose never changed for me,
* I used to walk away seeing a dog.
And now humans make me do the same.*
I run away from anything that sounds negative. But it keeps coming back. Is it trying to teach me something?
Or I'm running away from my fears in the
name of negativity*
As i think that life to me for me like
Khudko taufe doh,
Faraaz saab ki kitabein khareedo.
Pyaar me giro, sambhlo aur phir doob jao.
Rishtein banao, doston se lado.
Kisi ajnabi ke sath ek lambi sair par jao.
Kahaaniyan suno, kavita bano.
Kahin beech me ruk kar ek shabd ko bar-bar
padho.
Tumhe nhi pata, tum kab wapis bula liye jaoge*
Life is short you enjoy this as much as you can!*
But this thing never happened to me either as if i can be!*
Because in some peoples conditions i have a disease called
Stayerfaraway syndrome* i know you never heard of because its always happened to me!* Dont know why but it can!*
Once a person said me,
You are so good enough to all but Your so rude now.
Aise hi chalta raha toh tere sath koi khada nahi rahega akela reh jayega!*
I just smiled and thought
Thev are the reason why I have change to
this!
Everyone has their own conditions and their own comfortzones.
That i didnt even message to my dear ones or call directly i am owing to ! but not as that in my case,
A generation who loves
"Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani"
I look for someone who loves
House Arrest*
A generation who loves
"Sidhu moosewala and Karan aujla*
I look for someone who loves
Prateek kuhad and anuv jain*
A generation full of songs
“Tu hi meri shab hai
Subah hai *
I look for someone who loves
“Bedi teh bedi tu khildi teh peyi aen
Pate paar kya hai pate paar kya hai*
A Generation full of Emoticons,
I look for someone who
Understands Emotions.
A generation after fight
“Fcuk you” “Go to hell as*hole”
I look for someone who said
Jo bolta hai wohi hota hai.
A Generation who enjoys
Night Clubs
I look for someone who
likes a night-out under stars.
So this is it!* This is life this is the thing we loved from our dear ones!*
No thats not the end.
If at any point of the life, there was someone who tried to help you in sorting your routine, your habits, filtering your surroundings, told you not to quit, showed you your wrongs, made you focus on what's really missing in your life, NEVER TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED.'.
