sit in the cold just to feel.
block out the world block out my thoughts block out the noise with more noise
be louder then the noise
be louder or fall
fall until i’m gone
second best
last breath
acid tears decay my skin aging it millennia
brain soaked in sorrow
melancholy cold biting my skin
but it’s better then numb
halfway out the window waltzing to a blackout tune
grey in the 2 am moonlight, a monochrome tomb
pain to remember life is all that keeps me going, living for the next low
shiver just to feel my blood,
numbing just to feel the pins and needles of life flow into my toes
be cold so i can taste death on the roof of my mouth just to remember at the last moment i am alive
