Crashing

Lashing and crashing when thinking of you Drowning in sorrow gasping for air Digging and digging Reaching a rigging But finding a hole I know you don't care that I've always been there Very aware of who's there It's not fair you never cared am always prepared, scared to declare I did care And here I am Lashing and crashing when thinking of you Drowning in sorrow gasping for air Digging and digging Reaching a rigging But finding a hole Waiting in darkness Unbecoming this senseless thing Keep pulling the string you careless bitch Trying to stitch you fucken twitch Looking for answers and finding questions Nothing is clear it never has been And here I am Lashing and crashing when thinking of you Drowning in sorrow gasping for air Digging and digging Reaching a rigging But finding a hole however whatever whenever I will settle the score I won't be the one crashing anymore