Scratch at the blood
Dried on my wrists
Writhing in pain
Emotionless bliss
Claw at the dark
Scream out in silence
Mouth filled with water
My own selfish violence
Gasp for breath
The drugs take over
Blank, black and broken
Heart stops, my motor
Enveloped in warm
Drifting to sleep
Body in bloody water
Not a single tear to weep.