I am done!

when one has so much love to give 
and no one to receive 
hate and anger start to breed 
with no way to relieve 
a simple smile a caring tough 
a love so pure and true 
these are things i live without 
that are taken for granted by you 
walking down a silent street 
reaching for that hand to hold 
looking to see the emptyness 
thing brings with it this cold 
some feel as if they are better off 
being single and alone 
i used to think these things each day 
till i walk into an empty home 
the unerving feeling of silence 
and still of the lonely night 
make me feel there must be more 
but im just to tired to fight 
so i pace around each evening 
trying to shake feelings of despair 
the more and more i think of it 
the less and less i care 
this is the lie i tell myself 
to get me through each day 
these steady thoughts of sorrow 
just bring on more decay 
so what am i to do 
with this pathetic life of mine 
lie to myself a little bit more 
things will get better with time 
i lay down and cover up 
holding the pillow on my bed 
with thoughts of happier times 
running though my head 
i cry myself to sleep each night 
hoping the daylight will never come 
i must end this life of misery 
I am Finished, I am Done!