This is insane why do I keep putting up with this pain?
You wouldn’t do this for anyone else
What’s wrong with u crystal
Don’t lose yourself
But his love is the one I felt
I could never love any one else
Does that mean
To let them stomp on you
Or rip your world apart
Just bc he holds
the key to ur heart?
I know I can’t be happy
if we’re not together
He is suppose to be my forever
Yet You let him put your mind
in a shredder
Why don’t i know any better?
No one is going to be
My friend except for him
They always use me
til the end
So the vicious cycle begins
One after another
ever since I don’t know when
Just didn’t expect it
out of my man
He is my soul
and my best friend
We just keep on letting
Our troubles build up
Now I long for his touch
and will wait for his kiss
I love him and our three kids
Why is silence all that You give
how much more can I take
Just bc my love for you will never fade
That doesn’t mean
i should be done this way.
I hope I am wrong
I pray I am confused
this really hurts both me and you
Right now I just don’t know
What I could do
I need his help to get me through
He has before and I know
That he can
So why doesn’t he do it again
help me out
That is where I start to feel doubts
It hangs over my head
Like a floating cloud
What do we need to do now?
How will he save me?
