I am mad bc I am sad
Depressed bc I’m obsessed
One min I’m happy
But next is the test
Is it going to be what leaves
Me a wreak
Can’t Make it without regrets
Yet all I do is try my best
Energized and alive
Or slow and barely getting by
One day I’m ready to live
The next die
I get angry and ready to fight
It’s the story of my life
What would u do
Me i sit here and cry
My bipolar got me thinking
This is the last time
Yet my mind is convinced
It’s playing tricks on me
Fear creeps in
that is my reality Is leaving me
That when I get scared the most
Mouth hot and dry
Can’t breath so I grab my throat
I feel like I will drown if I
Can’t stay afloat
Everyone knows
But they don’t say
Fuck it todays the day
I am fed up I can’t take no more
This is the outcome
Behind closed doors
You only thought you knew
Before
