Why I

Why I feel like I feel like my heart is at a steady crush like in this life I will forever be alone like a car crashes in to my heart every time I try to date like all the water in the ocean has escaped like a dream that will never become reality like standing in a dark room alone trying to escape this like ….Why I can’t have that one relationship that will become an unconditional love with a good friendship to top its off like a love that will never be lost like a successful marriage that’s celebrating 50 years full of love and smile like a walk down the isle looking into my husband eyes saying finally my king has arrive like this dream I have to wake up from because I know I will forever be alone ..😞😞😞😞😞😞 in this 🌍 world