Like it’s the very first time

Like it was the very first time Every time How it should feel and how I tell myself I mean how I know that I know like No, not this time Maybe next time? Im… sure it’ll be the last time Maybe not mine but thats what I tell myself The warm embrace Squeezing the breath from me NO! STOP! Well… maybe not I feel fine, maybe just one more time How many times have I said that line?