My POV: I have a hopeless crush on my guy best friend. He’s in a few of my classes and I see him everywhere I go. I wish that I had the courage to hangout with him but I can’t because he’s always with his friends. I can’t pay attention in class because I’m always looking at him. I’m not worried about if he catches me staring at him because he never looks my way. When I’m in the hallways during passing time with my friends I try to laugh a little louder and walk a little taller to try to get his attention. Sometimes if I’m lucky we’ll make eye contact and he’ll smile at me while passing by. I made up this handshake to do with him just as an excuse to touch his hand. This crush I have on him is hopeless because he isn’t even into dating anyone in the first place. I never see him talking to girls because he’s always with his friends and is focusing on school. I sit by him at any chance I get and when we sit together we never get any work done because we’re always talking and laughing.I’m always the first to say hi to him when I see him. But recently a few days ago I was waiting outside of a classroom to walk with my friend and I heard someone say my name and say hi to me. I turned around and saw him and he caught me so off guard because I was never expecting him to ever say hi to me first. My heart started racing and I nervously said hi back even though I talked him multiple times before. He makes me nervous in a good way and I like the way he makes me feel when I’m around him. He keeps to himself and doesn’t talk much and I alway wonder what’s on his mind. I want to tell him that I like him and how I feel but if I do, I know that nothing will happen because again he doesn’t even want to date anyone. I’d rather be his friend than nothing at all.
