I don’t think I want to live the kind of life that I thought I had to. Take classes, graduate, get a job, get married, have kids. That doesn’t benefit my life it only benefits the works of society. I don’t want to be a slave to humanity, I want to serve only myself. In the end each one of us vanishes and more are born to take our place. I want to take myself as individual out from the structure instilled on me and walk my own path. It seems dangerous as it would be on a hiking trail, but the markers don’t lead to the peak I want to stand on. I don’t know how to wonder off, as I don’t just want to veer left and sit stranded in the woods with no sight of any sort of summit. I need to disperse my eyes and look for an alternative place to go, somewhere higher and a way to get there.
