Waking to the ever present silence which is my world.
My life day in and day out.
Continuous repetition of stagnation.
This is the wall my sanity is forever facing.
This faceless fiend the origin of my every aggravation.
Madness as my emotions are emotionlessly racing.
Worries of nothing invading my mind.
Simultaneously battling feelings of impending doom, same time.
Trying to stop but still remembering the world I left behind.
While questioning the existence of the one I’m trying to find.
With tear filled eyes I cry out.
But why me?
Why now?
To be honest why ever?
I never had much stake in the matter.
I never cared really about the forth or the ladder.
I just wanna be.
I just wanna be me.
Being fully content with the seen and unseen alike.
But what I seek can’t be found in day nor in night.
So tell me how far must I travel to see what I seek?
Only to find it’s always been buried right here inside of me.
