TW-mention of suicide and self harm
Everyone has an addiction
Wether it be candy or clothes
Or crying and trying to end it
Some people hold on to there addiction
Some fade out of it
For me my addiction is silver
From the silver color on jewelry
To the silver color on a blade
To the red lines it left gliding across my skin
To the way the crimson red stains it’s shiny color
The stinging pain when i take showers
And the stinging pain when my clothes rub against it
When that isnt enough you try committing because it feels good
Feels good knowing you have a chance to let go
Feels good knowing you will be happy for once
In the long run our addictions lead us somewhere
Mine might lead me to my dream
Committing suicide.
