I wake up
New message from”him❤️”
I open it
“Good morning my love. How did you sleep?” At 7:00 am
“Wake up love i miss you:(“ at 9:00
I smile and reply “good morning i slept good how about you?”
I set my phone down blushing
He gets me thru everything
He is my motivation
He is my happiness
He is perfect for me
I get ready and im done after 20 mins
I check my phone 3 new messages from him
I look “i slept good. What are you doing?”
Another message “be like that then”
Another message “wow so your just going to ignore me? I hate you.”
My heart drops and i almost cry
Why didnt i check my phone sooner
I reply “im sorry i was getting ready”
*read*
I send another message “i love you”
He replys “im sorry love. I love you too”
I get happy again, i see him at school and i go to surprise him
Whos that? I think in my head
Why is he with my bsf?
I see them kiss
Im crushed i run to the bathroom crying
I text him “how could you do this to me? I loved you”
He replys “you seen me didnt you?”
I leave him on read and go on with my day trying not to cry
Im so upset i trusted him.
I got home and cried.
I see it i see a blade and some pills
I get a piece of paper and write down “sorry i wasnt good enough for anyone goodbye forever”
I put the pencil down and start to cut myself it felt good
I take all the pills and a few mins later i pass out.
I wake up
“Where am i?” I asked the person standing over me
Its really blurry so i couldnt see anything
“Im at a hospital?!?!” I shout
“Yes sweetie because you hurt yourself pretty badly” i hear my mom say
I get better and i start getting happy and realize he wasnt worth anything.
Im so happy my attempt didnt work.
