Captivate me
I’ll take any dose of love you give me
Abuse and manipulate me
I wanna feel wanted
I fell in love with your lies
All you ever did was lie to me
I don’t even know who you really are
You must hate yourself deeply
To show a side of yourself to me that doesn’t even exist
Am I not worth your authenticity ?
Or is your authenticity not worth it.
All you ever did was twist your words
To keep me calm from all the abuse you did to me
I wonder how many girls you have done this to
How hurt are you ?
Why can’t you love properly ?
Why do you take your anger out on me and call it passion ?
I go to sleep restless
Thinking of what I did to deserve this
You make me feel unloved
But I don’t wanna loose you.
All our good memories were fake
It was all an act to trap me under your skin
I fucking hate you
I feel like a mouse chasing after cheese in a mouse trap
You set me up
Just to love me with hate.
