I wonder where my mind has left me?
I wonder if it’s supposed to be this sable?
I wonder if this is the home that I belong to ?
I’ve heard tales about the place where all the dreams are forgotten,
Where my tears sting and burn my skin through,
Where all my regrets, and all the hate shelter themselves waiting for my return,
With a devil’s smile on their fade-like face,
A sharp air cutting knife to open the scars I’ve been trying to seal for years,
And of course the picture of he who blew on the last candle.
Left and right, faces i wish i never met.
Up and down, the emptiness i bury in my bones.
Breathe out but not in, oxygen was never a friend of mine.
I couldn’t stay,
So i ran!
I ran for the those I don’t want to leave
I ran for the goals I want to achieve
I ran for the life i still have to live
I ran even tied up to limited leash
I ran because
Hmm
If I sat, mamma would have to lie above my open casket that i always tried.
But now,
I am lost in my beautiful nightmares.
Aren’t we all?
