I don’t know what to say
I open my mouth, no words come out
I can’t hear anything, my ears are ringing
Tears flood out of my eyes
Oh— it’s raining
What’s next, hyperventilation
Nothing can calm me now
Anxiety—
Fear of the future
But I’m still running from the demons of my
Past
I smile and I feel so fake
I hear their words, what’s it going to take
Spotlights, all eyes on me
Who’s it gonna be, who’s it gonna be
A, e, I, o, y
A few seconds and I feel like the world is gonna die
Why’s this happening
Why does this happen to me
Nothing can calm me now
Everything has gone down
I’m a broken record
I’m waiting for nothing good
I smile and I feel so fake
I hear their words, what’s it going to take
Spotlights, all eyes on me
Who’s it gonna be, who’s it gonna be
Welcome to my anxiety