I went to church today, a smile on my face
I was ready to hear the sermon
Until I began to break
Tears falling, I close my tired eyes
I hear God whisper in my ears
That he called me there to fight
Lately I’ve been dazed, confusion taking control
I never seem to remember anything
I’m scared for the entire world!
I can’t handle the heaviness in my head
I want to give Him all my pain and sadness
But I’m scared God will forget..
What if I disappoint him, what if I fail my life mission?
What if I don’t measure up..
To the Grace freely given?
