I try and dig in
To find who I am
So I can properly introduce myself
I’m a 27 year old writer
The last few years for me
have been a whole lot of hell
Sure at work I was promoted
And i recently lost a lot of weight
I physically look better
But i’ve turned into someone i hate
I have two children also,
One lives at home
And one in heaven with God
Whoever he may be to you, i don’t know
i’ve needed him to be there, lately
he’s just not
perhaps it’s me, i think
and beat myself up some more
no one can tell much though,
i’m just sluggish & a little bit sore
my makeup always look like
it’s the same stuff from last night
from all my crying when i’m alone
and i can never fix it back right
i guess perhaps that is enough
to tell you of me
i’m sure you’ll learn a bit too much
the more that i write & you read
