A realtionship u get since birth
Till the death do us apart of a thing
To some it went to great exhale
To some it went down on a shithole
I mean how can u describe a love/hate relation
With your mother tho
I mean what can I say she’s been there for me helped us with every financial crisis
Bought food to our table I mean what else can u ask for more right?
But there are times when she gets mad
I mean from a literal childhood when it comes emotionally she was never there
She would get drunk and came home
We waited till the midnight
She used to beat us and tell all her problems and shit she had faced on her life and
Made us feel like a shit for even a mistake we’re to be made
Idk whether she taught me to be a strong woman or a fraud?
She is not the type of mom who would cheer u up or ask why did u do that what went wrong
She was the type who would tell I’ve done enough for u so at least bring something good to make me enough proud
I mean my mom is a chaos
I wouldn’t blame her for that
She gets mad and she drinks
Then she threatens all of us to kill or to people who she picks up an unnecessary fights
I mean she is my mother I would never have hate on her life
She has some good sides too
But I really wish being around her brought me more peace instead of this anxious feeling up in my stomach..
In the end
She is a mother
Mother!!
