Pain they say destroys a man.
Pain they say can't vanish in one day.
Pain they say is relentless at breaking our smallest pieces.
But here I was with a deep cut I inflicted on my soul. I wanted more of her and I enjoyed the pleasure she gave to me.
Relentless she was as her two edges dashed against my heart, repiping it to shreds. But yet I wanted more, I learned for more as my heart could no longer be at peace with myself..
Without her I was empty.
Without her I was deserted
Without her I was lonely
Without her I would die.
I could not muster a word to tell her to leave me
Because in her I found feelings. In her I found empathy.
Dusting my ripped trousers as she held out her hands out for me to hold, I did not hesitate, bi did not think twice.
Then there was it, pain.
Pain I loved.
I did love her as she was the only thing I ever knew in this world.
My companion, my heart beat, my love..
She kissed her way from the tip of my neck running her shape lips unto my heart.
I could feel it slowing down,
I could see
I could finally see, oh I feel no pain
Oh I feel nothing but emptiness
Again I was alone
Again I did die alone.
