like a rose

when i don’t smile i’m like a rose i’ve been waiting for awhile i’m like a rose the world isn’t what it seems all i can hear are my screams i can feel my lungs begin to close in my mind i’m in the middle of a trial because i’m like a rose are there people’s who think i’m a juvenile? roses begin to close as spring fades away however i do not always obey like a rose but somehow i still manage to stay on the roads my brain starts to fog, i can’t see i wish to be in reality i want people to notice me like they do a beautiful rose in an bright field but no one does, so i hold up my shield for a good strong fight i just wish i could be alright like a rose