All my life I seen my mom jump from relationship to relationship
My dad is a cheater and a women beater
Currently in jail right now because he beat up his ex girlfriend and her child
He also broke my moms nose when my little sister was a baby inside her tummy
And I don’t want to talk about the things he did to me
It’s funny because my last relationship reminded me so much of what my mom went through
He’s also in jail
And you wanna know something funny
This new guy I just broke up with
Has a court case with his ex for domestic violence the same thing my ex went in jail for
And I don’t know what this means
I just want to be safe but I forgot I’m the only one that can keep me safe nobody else
Maybe that’s why I shut off from the world
Or why I can’t hold a proper conversation
I guess I’m scared
