i crave the love of a man
i go back and forth liking different boys
but none of them would notice me the way i notice them
i’m awkward around those boys
i refrain and don’t talk
i don’t know what to say
my minds puts on a block
i don’t want to come off as weird and i know i look gay
im not noticed like i want to be
and i look a lot younger than i am
and guys go for girls who look a lot older than me
i just want someone to want me like i want them
i just want to be loved
