i'm in my room,
no one shall hear.
the voices in my head,
demanding better of me.
i try and i try,
but nothing seems to change.
i aught to yell,
but i continue sheltering in my silent screams.
i need to talk, let it out,
but im afraid i'll go to far.
the voices in my head, questioning my needs.
what if i say to much?
go to far perhaps?
i'm still in my room,
nothings changed.
my days repeating over and over,
i've stopped trying.
it all seems so pointless.
i'm being dramatic.
so i'll continue with my silent screams.
~sophie.
