are you real?
did you exist?
look at me once 
and make me weak? 
those loving eyes 
that spoke of tender things 
and those perfect lips 
that dripped of honey 
a heart of gold 
and a soul who knows 
the complicated irony of
every atom that built me
was it real? 
did we ever exist?
in a space of mutual caress 
in a perfect moment in time?
did you once laugh up at me 
and I answer you with understanding 
the beginnings of something 
that would never be?
was it real?
did you ever exist for me?
    