was it real?

are you real? did you exist? look at me once and make me weak? those loving eyes that spoke of tender things and those perfect lips that dripped of honey a heart of gold and a soul who knows the complicated irony of every atom that built me was it real? did we ever exist? in a space of mutual caress in a perfect moment in time? did you once laugh up at me and I answer you with understanding the beginnings of something that would never be? was it real? did you ever exist for me?