He holds me gently,
Tells me he wants to go after me
Just a scenario, the deeper aspects of it all.
But I don’t believe him.
I don’t believe words.
I’ve heard how much I was wanted.
How I was exactly what they were looking for.
To tip toe around the idea of me only to dispose of me.
It’s okay to change your mind, but rip the bandaid off as soon as you can.
I do not fear pain I welcome it to be my driving force.
Nothing is more satisfying than taking away your pleasure of destroying me.
