Self-remembering

The pulling and ripping of my skin is a constant reminder of my consciousness. A self-remembering has been replaying since I was a child. Who was I? I am no one at 1,2,3,4,5… The numbers go on until I reached full awareness I am someone. I am a gentle soul like every other. I am pieces of myself trying to put myself together to exist as one. Walking amongst others who fail miserably just as so. I touch the fabric to my soul constantly, that my awareness shakes me so I tend to see right through the lines in between. Always misguided but sometimes I find my way over and over again.