bitter

Some days I believe that I’ve launched myself far enough into orbit away from the pain I buried six feet under suffocating the tears but it floods from remembering. The mud has soiled my heart it bleeds through the cracks onto paper. Let it flow, let it go like a river, no. I cried an ocean. I loved like the depth that hasn’t been explored and I was bitter like the taste of it too when all that my being was only existing on the surface of your finger tips.