As they walk I hid my face
The texture of tears running down my face
My heart starts to ache, is this pain?
I can’t breathe
My head hurts
I’m shaking
Everything is blurry
Nothing feels the same
I feel empty, am I alone again?
Soon I’ll leave, I don’t have to stay
I’ve lost my chance, again and again
I look in the mirror, i start to cry
I wanna get out of here
This tight space i can’t handle
I’m scared of rejection
It hurts so bad
I just can’t express it
I stop crying
I can’t cry anymore so I just stay quiet
I realize I’m stuck inside
I’m locked up alone
I start to get use to it
I start to overthink
Am I enough?
I no longer frown but i no longer smile
What is this feeling?
My skin is pale
The cuts sting
Id be better gone
Why should I stay?
I’ll just go and never return :)
