I sat in the corner of my room
I was a child in so much pain
I screamed and cried hoping to die
I repeated the same phrase so many times
“I hate you” “I hate you” “I hate you!”
As I grew up I stopped shouting
I sat on the corner of my bed
While I stared into blank space
I cut and cut knowing how bad I messed up
I tumble and fall so I continue messing up
My hands still tremble and shake
I don’t know the right path to take
So I take the path in clear sight
I didn’t bother to look left or right
So I just went straight
I wish I can know what’s right
I never knew the definition of pain
But something keeps putting me in pain
I can no longer cry
I can no longer speak
I can no longer think
I have no emotions
I was called a liar too many times
They thought I was trouble so that was my name
It was just a game to them
What I did best was trouble
I was the problem in their sight
I complicated everything I did
Disturbing everyone in my way
I did try to do better
It just never really showed
As I hated to be the center of the show
I lost their trust but they lost mine faster
As I never tried expressing my pain
My emotions continued to bottle up
Still I kept in silence
Until they past the limit..
It was all let out
So they never heard from me again.
