I'm 8 months sober.
I'm 8 months sober, but it's still there.
That urge.
That urge to drag that silver blade across my skin.
That urge to feel that sting….
I'm 8 months sober, but it's still there.
That feeling.
That feeling that I disappointed my family.
That feeling that I couldn't stop what I started.
I'm 8 months sober, but it's still there.
Is it ever gonna go away..?
