October Mourning

This mourning air tastes like bitter melancholy. When will I taste the honey ? To soothe my throat, I’ve been suffocating within the webs and knots. Trying to find a remedy, but the memory of you comes back to haunt me every October. Probably because you killed a certain light in me, that I’ve yet to find again. Your darkness devoured life. It heard a heart beating intensely and sought a version of me only you know taken ahold That I no longer can return to besides a deathly anniversary.