I thought three years could allow someone to grow
Adults should be mature and have class
But you are still stuck as a teenage girl
Thriving off of drama
Shattering people’s confidence like glass
You had been my world for an entire year
Spending so much time with you and your family
I remember everything you have forgotten
Both the good and the bad
I really thought you cared for me
But that was just a fantasy
I now have found out the reality
At least I know your name
I still remember that day
You probably could not even retain
What you said to me
You called me Julia, that’s not my name
You were drinking like always
That’s something I hated, I always would say
What happened today was simply insane
I thought our past had gone down the drain
I began to overthink as soon as we got into line
But I thought three years could allow for change
I did not comprehend what you said to me at first
But after a second I understood you just fine
And what you said to me made me rage
Just so you know, I do pitch for my team
In fact I pitched the first game
For asking this made you look like a jerk
Discounting my hard work
I don’t need you anymore
Nor have I ever
I have became better
Without your toxicity and screams
I want you to know I have found my kind
Did you see how my coaches and families comforted me?
That is something you would have never done
My coaches now are caring and not like you
Disgusting like you and your zoo
This is me letting your actions and words go
But before I do
I want you to know
I know your name
