Who Am I

My mom passed on, Mom is in everlasting paradise, I can not let go, I feel all lone, and isolated too, I am truly a fool, I cry in tears, I fear my life, The dark knife is back, It truly attacks me, I am lost in the twilight zone, My feelings of emotions are all bottled up, like a ship in the glass jar, I can not go on, I feel a true lost, Mom I love you, Who Am I,