My skin burns from crying, it seems that everyone I love is suddenly dying. It’s loss after loss and people call me strong but I don’t feel that way, I think they’re wrong. I just want to go away with them, wherever they went to. I don’t want to be left alone, my friend died a month after we last talked on the phone. Just after I told him how so many people close to me were dying. Sometimes I wonder why I’m still trying, I’ve lost five people within four months, including my daughter and father. I’ll be praying for my life to come to an end, I’m only twenty four and I don’t want to be here to see the rest of my fears come true. It’s hurting too much to deal with all this suffering forever
