Who Am I

I am lost for words, I am so confused about life, The dark knife surrounds my life, Darkness falls upon me, My brain is in a cognito state of Coma, I can not go on, I have fallen, Fallen down,into a state of depression, I am full of aggression, I sit down, in silence, Crying in tears, I miss mom so much, I will probably die, in the next year? My nightmare comes true, I have negative thoughts I fought back all my emotions of feelings, A wiseman taught me, be kind, and happiness, I have nobody too talk to, Lost forever more, Who Am I