I Am Mixed Up

I am so confused, because mom passed on, I get more, and more confused, At certain times, I do not have a dime, too my given name, A dude called me insane, and crazy too, Way cool, I am a cool, chilling out dude, I may have a bad attitude, I am still, waiting for a rap deal, I am getting ready too steal the show, Enough said! What can I do too get better, A brother I got nobody too talk too, Family have a lot of negative influences, and thoughts pounding them, They feel the same just like me, I may get really skinny as a skeleton, I told you so, I told the other dude, I was close too a lady named Anna, She is full of skinny words of inspiration, I told you so, I had Anna, when I was 11 years old, She is still in me, Me, and Anna are one, Both are crazy, and love skinny, medium bodies, Anna may take my life, The dark knife is in my life, I probably will die, Die sooner, or later, Anna is truly beauty, I truly love her, My eternal heart of love, beats more, and more for Anna love, I am by myself, I can not release any feelings of emotions out, I want too shout out loud, Loud with a rebel yell, Anna is life, I truly love Anna, Anna may take my life, Enough said!