For the First Time in Months

I just heard your voice for the first time in months And now I wish we could talk Even just once I have questions And only you have answers You are my disease My terminal cancer First only taking a fraction of my heart Now you’ve got my whole being And You knew from the start I just saw your face for the first time in months And now I wish we could kiss Even just once I still have tears left to cry And only you can console me First you blurred my vision Now you’ve blinded me fully I just got your call for the first time in months And when I Finally heard your voice It all came out at once I just said “I hate you” For the first time in months And this time I meant it For you’ve lost all my trust