My emotions are too much to bare
I'm blinded and cant image the ones who dont seem to care It starts with a cut and drags to the side I debate whether to tell anyone I have too much pride but even though I go through so much pain i keep my head held high an smile, I have Soo many friends but i feel Soo alone However I find comfort when I'm on my phone
putting on a front so no one can see the sad and unhappy lonely me, Flash backs of my past haunt me at night i been sleepless for days don't know what made me this way , It's like its happening again and I don't like the sight having a battle in my mind and I'm loosing the war, My tears stream down my face as I lay on the floor.
I'm a fun person I brighten the day
But when it comes to my satisfaction it doesn't work my way, Guys walk in and out my life I solve my problems and get pleasure with a knife ,I shed blood then wipe it away ,The crazy part is the problem will stay , I try to keep my self strong an not show my pain , but one thing is wrong the memories keeps coming my way, i feel like I live in a small world where nobody cares, My world is so empty,but All thats left is pain No sunshine to light my way, Just never ending rain,I feel like I'm drowning in my own tears My heart is crying, No one seems to notice My soul is dying,"I'm not scared of anything I wish my lie was true. I don't want help, I don't need anything from you!" I hate when I cry.I hate when I'm scared My life is going by I can't feel anything, anywhere. I've been sad depressed and weak because it was you who been on my mind all week, even if I told you 100 times I loved you you wouldn't seem care, I haven't felt this way as I felt for you It's just so difficult, for me to leave. As I raise my head, I cannot believe. But one day I shall surely leave an forget about everything that made me suffer an bleed.
