When I feel, I feel everything,
Cut deep to the bone
Can't you hear me screaming?
Please don't leave me alone
Watch blood pour down my cheek
Let me show you the skin under every nail
Watch for evidence that I'm weak
Let me show you my personal Hell
Emotions and insanity are all I know,
Eating me inside and out
Stay too long and I won't let you go
Listen for the agony in my shout
Rivulets of tears drip off my chin,
From eyes that desperately plea,
Save my soul again and again
Always I fall into depressions vast sea
Don't you ever dare reject me
Don't you ever dare leave from my sight
Or else I will unleash the terror I can be
Or else against you I will fight
Won't you look into my eyes?
Won't you listen to the words I don't say?
As I mix the truth with the lies,
Together we pray I won't go crazy today
Unchain the five year old,
That steers the adult I seem to be
With a violent, strangling hold,
The five year old becomes me
When the world I see is strange,
And I don't believe I can
That's when you watch me change,
Into the devilish monster I am
