lying high above the world
Watching myself go through the motions
Nothing but a shell of a girl
Numb to my overwhelming emotions
The tone of my voice is colorless
My face is voided of all expression
The blood on my face proves me hopeless
Numb to my overwhelming emotions
My body begs for anything to feel
Some love, a touch, some attention
I need something that's real
Numb to my overwhelming emotions
The voices in my head shriek
In the mirror I notice the abrasions
Scratches that show I am weak
Numb to my overwhelming emotions
I hurt myself just to feel something
This is suppose to be my protection
Yet to end it I'll do anything
Numb to my overwhelming emotions
I am terrified of what I'll do to myself
I'll do anything in a state of disassociation
The words of my fucked up mental heal
