Dope Fiend

Descending into the depths of hell Lord, wish me fair well Clawing fiercely at my mind Leaving who I was behind Don't listen to them cry for me Causing pain for my family Into my lungs the cloud flies Ending after too many tries Shaking for one more taste Watch my skin slowly waste Pale, hollow face in the mirror The future becomes suddenly so clear I was taught wrong from right Why does wrong always win the fight? Pour into my needing heart Rip, tear and slice me apart Coat my veins with dopamine Leave emotions of a dope fiend Paint a smile on my crumbling face Whisk me away from my sad place I pray desperately that I can run To late the damage is done Teetering on the fragile gate Hold so much love for what I hate Chained into the devilish ways Death finds me after too many days Consume all that I have left I come to you my lovely Crystal Meth