Counting to Five

One Enthusiastic promise of a surprise Looking in the depth of pure eyes One by one down steps if cement Deep into the freezing basement Six little cold barefeet Slap the solid concrete One table, one red camera light Recording with threatening sight Bathing suits are scattered around Laying sickeningly on the ground Little girl with chubby cheeks So shy and barely ever speaks Was chosen as his first victim Forcing them to watch him Tongue rough like a snake Proud of the innocences he takes Pleasure arises from her cries Rumbling in his throat he sighs Two More victims to teach true reality To feed his cruel insanity Standing in front of victim number two She protested what he told her to do Threats silenced her defiant voice Leaving her with only one choice Brown curls so soft to touch Eyes so beautiful seeing too much Gagging her with every thrust Stealing away her trust As he demands she swallows his flame Rage lights his eyes as she vomits shame Three Little girls watch him ruin each other Knowing that we are in this together Anger at her automatic reaction The puke on the ground drove desperation In his eyes Satan wears a smile Twisted evilly grotesque and vile Red light is on, the camera is on All rational thought is gone Finding pride in her pure heart She won't let him see he tears her apart Watching as Hell claws on in Burning his soul with disgusting sin Ignoring the mess he drops to his knees This time she utters no pleas Four Fingers slice open fragile skin No tears because she won't let him win Fury blinds him when he sees her eyes dry Ripping her insides apart so she'll cry Disgust flicker in his souless eyes As slowly his begins to rise "Put you're clothes on, little whore." Falling to the solid floor Five Year old and two little girls of three Instantly supressing the memory Don't say a word to anybody Or he will kill their family Hand in hand victim 1 and 2 walk home Too frightened to be left alone Brown curls flow into scarred older eyes Whispering to chubby cheeks a million lies Both of them taught about reality In the five year old develops insanity He raped his very own daughter He raped me and my sister One more memory of pain Two more reasons to be insane Three souls ripped shred by shred Four reason I'm fucked up in the head Five years old taught a new reality The start of my borderline personality