Fuck these emotions that control me
Fuck these tears of my insanity
Fuck this lack of identity
Fuck my borderline personality
Patience is wearing thin
Sick of the same thoughts again
The anger in me is my BPD
Yet at my BPD I am angry
Fighting the person I've always been
Why do I suffer now when I suffered then?
God, it gets so exhausting to feel
To question if this is real
Inside of me I am falling apart
Pain overfilled my delicate heart
I just CAN'T bear this for one more day
God, why won't it go away?
Fuck these emotions that control me
Fuck these tears of my insanity
Fuck this lack of identity
Fuck my borderline personality
Wishing that I could reach inside my brain
And rip out the part that causes the pain
Loathing that I lose everytime
This bitch always takes over my mind
Piece by piece my head kills itself
Fighting for the reins of my mental health
Fuck these emotions that control me
Fuck these tears of my insanity
Fuck this lack of identity
Fuck my borderline personality
Promising myself that one day I'll be okay
Memories creep as they stalk me like prey
So fed up with constantly being sad
So fed up with thinking the world is bad
I don't want to explode and cry anymore
Wanting to rid myself of my life before
Fuck these emotions that control me
Fuck these tears of my insanity
Fuck this lack of identity
Fuck my borderline personality
I'm begging myself at this moment
Just stop being crazy, PLEASE just quit
Fury pulses through each vein
I'm so tired of being insane
On the brink of a mental breakdown
Praying for stable, solid ground
Fuck these emotions that control me
Fuck these tears of my insanity
Fuck this lack of identity
Fuck my borderline personality
I won't give up on ending my illness
Guide me down the path toward wellness
Once I wrap my hands around my disorder
I swear I will fucking strangle her
I can't live like this anymore
The epiphany I've waited my whole life for
Fuck these emotions they can't control me
Fuck these tears they can't hurt my sanity
Fuck all that I lack, I will find my identity
Fuck my borderline personality
