My Truth

There's burning anger inside of me I run but can't hide from me I rip my own face open Who is this person? The truth is no longer clear Not my reflection in the mirror I don't want to be cruel to you Can't control what I do My sense of self is fading away Screaming at everything you say Am I one or am I two? Help me push through Days measured by my explosions These are not my emotions I'm fighting the other part The piece that tears us apart I tell you I love you Then shriek I hate you Don't say I'm not trying I do what I can to stop crying I'm my own worst enemy Save me from me I can't help myself When the problem is myself On me don't put the blame It's a split guided by shame In my brain there is me And then there's BPD These emotions I feel Are so intense they're unreal There's someone else inside o