chalon 25w ago not real Everything I thought I knew has proven to be so untrue, All my hope and all my fear is all mixed up, it’s so unclear.So many truths that I stood by were nothing but an out right lie.more…
chalon 2y ago sooner then I realize Sooner then I realize my resources will deplete, and still knowing this I continue to repeat. Sooner then I realize I’ll be all alone and knowing this is coming I continue in this zone. What will becomore…
chalon 3y ago not again sadness deep inside me, a pain I know so well, I never could imagine I’d end up in this hell. I thought this time was different, I swore I knew it all. I should of saw this coming and braced against tmore…
chalon 4y ago left behind I’ve lost my way, I have no where to go. Everyday I just feel so low. The home that I knew, the people who cared have all went away and left me so scared. To look back on my life and see what I had tomore…
chalon 5y ago I don’t know I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know who to be. I don’t know what to think about, to make me feel happy. I don’t know why I cry all the time, I don’t know what I fear. I don’t know how to changmore…
chalon 5y ago heavy load I carry a heavy load of thoughts stuck in my mind.I carry a heavy load of memories from the life I left behind.I carry a heavy load of fear cause you are no longer here.more…
chalon 6y ago a while I meet you, I treat you. You change how I feel, I smile for a while but soon I see the deal. I wish that I could love you, but I am very aware that a relationship between us will never be there.