I don't know what you see in me,
But I know what I see in me.
I see a confused girl, who doesn't know exactly what she wants,
A girl who has hurt more than loved...
Well that's what she thinks.
She loves him more than anything,
But also has feelings for another him.
A dilema most girls go through,
Most people say, 'if you truly loved him then the other wouldn't be in the picture.'
Is that true though?
We are told that we can love and continue loving till we die,
But if we love another it is a sin.
Not to say that I love another,
Just a statement, I'm just saying.
Well, I did do what you were afraid I was going to do,
Not only did I do it, but if I explain the rest, you'll be blue.
Now let's rewind a bit before I get the guilt trip,
All this happened with just one felt sweep.
We were done, and I hate being alone,
Not an excuse I know, the guilt has already come.
I made out with him, yes and we may have gone further...
I shouldn't have moved on so fast, my emotions were kind of a bother.
I know I shouldn't have done anything,
I should have stuck to my word, that's one thing.
However, don't get this misunderstood,
Believe me or not, it's well and good.
I love you, don't get that wrong,
But I am not writing this to get you back, not for long.
I just wanted to you to know what I did,
I am not pure, I admit.
I am not a friend either,
If I was I would have treated you better.
However, I say this to ask for forgiveness.
I don't care how long it takes to earn it,
I shall wait for days to come, just to hear it.
Your forgiveness is all I need, and your friendship,
A dear gift to me, a relationship.
I am no angel, but you are to me,
Just listen to this poem, more of a cry than a plea.
As we're calling each other friends, I thought I should let you know,
That I love you dear and dear, however it may never show.
